2011的最后post

这应该是偶在11年里的最后一个post吧。

今天听到了自己不是很喜欢的消息。

希望那消息真的不是真的。

虽然，偶们不算是很要好的朋友。
但，她也是偶朋友的一份子。

希望不要是真的。
拜托！


2011
偶做了三份工。
1）衣服店
2）CAMPAP SDN BHD
3）waiter。
偶上了大学？（算啦，因为偶毕业后是degree holder。）
哈哈哈


明年（只剩下一天）就上第二学期了。
加油哦！！

闷闷的～

一天里去了两次钢琴班。
然后在家的时候，不是睡觉就是上网。

吖~~~~~~
明天有什么事可以做呐？
可以可以不要在家？

@@"....
会疯掉，太闷了。

回去KL?
哇。。。 。。。
更惨> <"

恭喜你了，ms chunchun......= =

开学，痛苦！

再过几天就要回到KL去上课。

吖~~


难以接受，那么快就开学了。
偶不要> < 不要开课。 很闷的。 上课不是钓鱼就是上网。 过不久，assignments.....考试。 T^T~~~~~~ 呜~~~~~~~~~ 偶还没有玩够叻~ 偶不要回KL!!!!!!~

show show下~十字绣~cross stitch

让偶来show show下吧。

虽然没有很漂亮，但是偶亲手一针一线缝上去的o~
这个图比较简单，所以用了3-5天就完成了。

偶觉得勾边很失败。
第一次勾边 > < 。 偶自己从网上学会来的。 勾边真的好难o~

可以的话，给点评论o~
If can, please leave me some comments.

谢谢~
Thank you~

XD

耶~
先附上一张照片。

呵呵~
在家拍的咯。

有多个活动了，就是去KL。
><
不知道这是不是个明智的决定。
偶已经大半年得在KL过了，旅行也选择去那里。@@...


这样来，下个月的allowance又得被偶花光了。@@"
严重吖~~~~

哈哈~

假期

终于假期咯。
哈哈

最近有什么活动呐？
多咯。

星期六跟妈妈去autocity。
妈妈去跳排舞，偶去走街。

dec
星期五下午和星期六早上跟老妈子去学keyboard.
然后，16号妈妈去sunshine跳排舞。
一样，偶去走街。
哈哈

星期二呐就去跳ballroom，国标舞。
哈哈

2011年11月18日

偶真的蛮后悔的。
偶的东西怎么会那么多。
收拾起来，一点都不好玩。
多到有点恐怖。 @@

偶该怎么整理？
吖... .... .....
烦吖~！
不喜欢！

刚才本来打算不去马六甲了的。
因为... ...
总觉得好像麻烦到了一堆人。@@

口袋里又没有钱了。 @@
当然没有乱花，钱拿来给回来吉隆坡的火车票了。
其实，认真的想想，现在总觉得如果是在家乡读就好了。
这样应该会剩下不少。
一年来，单单来回的车票就不只200令吉了。

如果在家里那里读的话，这些钱应该可以拿来去旅行多一次吧？

人总是这样，永远都不知道什么叫惜福。

无奈的偶们

体育终于考过了，自由了。


其实，明天还有考试，音乐II。
这科会比音乐I难一点。
难多少偶就不知道咯。
明天答案就会揭晓。
呵呵


现在呐，一点都不想读书。
读了和没有都是一样的。
真是垃圾。

考了三科，让偶真真体会到的是...
没有读书还不是一样，反正教授教的‘东东’一点都没有出。
考出来的时候，大家都有点无奈。
早知道不读。
不是一科那个样子，而是每一科都那样。

考试，房间，放假。

15th november， 考试咯。
现在却一点mood都没有，真是的。

偶刚刚去签了名，退hostel的。
星期五还了钥匙就可以去马六甲了。

心开始犹豫要不要去，可是不去不能，已经跟人家说好了。
偶也不可以骗mimi。
这可是死罪，偶还相当偶妈的女儿。

最后，献上偶宿舍房间的照片。

他和偶

又是写部落的时候。

呃...

对啦，今天本小姐偶呐又不打算睡觉了。
还没有假期就这样，很难想象，过后偶还会是个人形回来上课吗？^^"

昨天星期六嘛。
当然是和笔比bebe去逛街、看电影啦。
拜托，当然不是咯。哈哈
逛街，呃... ...逛冷街><
一路没有讲到话。

看电影，
当然没有，戏票好贵哦。

最近，常常都让bebe花钱。
真的蛮过意不去的。
他真的很固执，偶更固执。
结果，又打冷战。
偶也不喜欢啊。
两个人静静的，走着，不说话。
感觉比一个人的时候更孤单，难受。
心里更是不安，不喜欢这种感觉。

晚安咯。

早安世界。

假期愉快^^~

好久没有写了。
懒惰。 哈哈~
这是人的本性嘛~ >< 以前一直在想，等偶读完中学，偶就会上大学。 假期也会不同，像哥哥他们那样，那，应该还不错。 结果，偶来了这里（也不是要说不好啦）。 假期还是和以前一样，因为偶的学校不算是大学，算是学校那样吧。 应该说，学院要让偶们提早习惯学校假期？ 问题是，偶本来就习惯学校假期。 偶觉得，学院倒可以考虑让偶们过像大学一样。 来了这里，就像... ...被隔离。 没有电视（蛮痛苦的），这次回去要呆在家看到过瘾。 反正，好像只有偶假期，应该哪里都去不了吧。 其实，偶现在在考试期间哦。 昨天考了马来文（烦）。 过了，不管他。 接下来就只剩下音乐I、音乐II和体育。 音乐稍微读一下，体育再读一遍，大概就只有那样吧。 SPM好像是即将开考了。 原来他已经离偶一年那么久了。 好快，一年就这样要结束了，还剩下9个星期左右吧。 最后， 祝SPM的朋友们考试顺利。 祝郭可纯假期愉快，不对!!应该是考试愉快。 极度严重，还没有考完咯。><


顺便一提啦，
偶很荣幸的有机会再到马六甲玩。
今年去两次。
唯一不同的是，第一次跟家人（少大哥）。
这一次是跟朋友（虽然是一位），偶去住她家，然后她说会带偶到处去逛逛。

Taman Rimba Komenwel (Rawang) ~ Night-Jungle Trekking

I'm so happy to say that...

"Thanks god(my buddha) for blessing me."

That night was the most tough night for me.
24th september 2011.
I went for a night-jungle trekking for GERKO(persatuan pencinta alam).

Taman Rimba Komenwel.

We aboard the bus at about 3 something.
We reached there at 4 something.
When we reached there, there were many monkeys came out to invite us.
Got one of the monkey standing on the door to invite us.hahaxx..

Then we meet our teacher and seniors from upsi.
They were our teacher's ex-students.
We were asked to divide into 5 groups.
One boy in each group.
Ya...You're right..We only have 5 boys in our club.

Our group got 5 persons.
2 malays, 1 indian and 2 chineses.
Initially,it's like this.
But then, when we want to depart, a senior(pengakap) from ipgik too, she joined our group so we became six of us in a group.

Teacher let us to relax doing nothing but chatting for the evening.
Then 8pm, we had our dinner and prepared to depart into the jungle.
We were the last group to go in.
We walked in river, went up the hill, came down the hill...
The processes went over and over again.

What I knew was only followed.
When we met check-point then we have to complete the task.
We made our group's song.
Here it is.

Mongli pergi memburu x2
Bunuh siput cantik x2
Lumpuh daging si siput x2
Puas hati x2

Our group's name was siput cantik. ><

Then at last, congratulation that i got a "pacat" 水蛭 leech on my right leg.
Now got a scar there,two holes.
This is because I tried to take it off although my group's members tried to stop me because will have scar.
It fell but then it sucked another holes.==
Then my friend took salts to make it off.
Thus,there are two holes, really beautiful. ==

What I learned from this jungle-trekking :
If you try to take off the leech without salt or 风油
a) it really will left a scar.
b) bleeding unstop due to a chemical from the leech cause your blood can't clot normally so the blood take quite a long time to clot.

That's all for today.
Looking forward for my report lo. =p~


At last~~~~~






I DON'T LIKE YOU~LEECH!!!!~



....hahahaxx...

Merdeka

Finally I survive from Dataran Merdeka.
Today is the sixth day I back from Putrajaya.

From 6th september till 16th september 2011, we stayed at Putrajaya P17.
Thus, we went to Dataran Merdeka for practise.

This was our daily schedule for the ten days.
3.45am - 4.45am breakfast
5.00am depart to Dataran Merdeka
11.00am back to Putrajaya
afternoon sleep time (happy)
5.45pm - 6.45pm dinner
7.00pm depart to Dataran Merdeka for training again
11.00pm sleep

We stayed there for free.
We ate there for free. 6 meals per day o~

You will never feel hungry there.

About our conductor.
Erm...He's a semester 8 student from IPG Teknik.
His ipg is just opposite of my ipg.
He's malay of course.
To me, he's very handal but NOT handsome.
My friends here, everyone is crazy about him.
We got a few conductors who are all sem 8 students.

Rain

Today is a rainy day.
It just like my feeling.
Today is not a nice & sweet day to me.

I just feel want to cry.
I also don't know why.
I do still feel...I'm not belong to here.
Thus, I don't know where am I should be at.

Rainy day at least make me feel better.
Don't like sunny day.
After sunny, sure will be thunder coming soon.

fr!3nDs

I always tell that i got many friends.
but actually...

I really got many friends?
I don't know.

I knew many people.
This I will be totally agree.
The people I know not many as you but won't be very fewer than you I guess.
Just :"比上不足，比下有余"

Friends that know since primary school, now we are apart.
That day got a friend(smaller than me in age) asked :"where are you all now?"
"We one people one place lo.
Me at kl ...
xxx and xxx at amanjaya school.
xxx at kampar.
xxx and xxx and xxx at penang ktar... ... ..."
I feel 鸡皮疙瘩 every time I think of this.
Everyone is moving and going to where they want.

Secondary school...
I met more friends, from different ages, different races, different family background.. ...
I had different stories with each and every friends I met.
Of course, the ways we communicate and cooperate are different.
Even the same language is used, but the style and the way of talk is different.

Tertiary education...
It's my second month here.
I meet many people too.
They too, bring along there own stories from their places.

Now it's time to show you some of my friends.
Friends.
erm...
too many..where to start?

ning~

ahFang~

sunSun~ m3~

min~ m3~

overall~many that not even contact anymore..T^T!~



IPIK friends~

ling hsia~lung jing~m3

m3~xue fern~

lung jing~

sleepy chunchun

A sleepy day~

I'm wondering... ...
Why I feel sleepy everyday?
Not enough sleep?~

I guess so??>
3) formation with any two for 10 min if I'm not wrong.
This formation must include :-
i) gimnastik
ii) gimrama
iii) imbangan
iv) muzik

how?

... ...
have to train everyday dy i guess...but when raya holiday...

now?assignments~wuuuu...still many left...my goodness~

depressed?~

“是时候自偶反省了。”
This sentence always comes to my mind recently.

I can feel people around me become weirder and weirder.
I mean their reaction, when to me.

I guess I'm not the one who is welcomed here.

Simple life is the only thing that I want.
Never think too much.
Never do much than that.
Then everything will be better?

A friend had made her decision to commit suicide this afternoon.
Reasons for doing so?I don't know.
Fortunately, she's still there.

Everyone talk about it.
I guess this isu will be topic for chit-chatting for a few days or a few weeks may be.
Some very excited when heard it.
Some start to feel afraid.

They said the hostel was blood all around.
Although they tried to clean it, there's still some left.

第八个星期的最后第二天

很快的，这个星期一原来就是偶在吉隆坡的第九个星期。
偶回到家过一次。

平均。。。
一个月回家一次？
好像只有2/3吧？随便咯~

功课不停的来。
时间不停的走。
偶却依然还在原地？
还是偶已向前踏步，只是自己一直没有发现？

凌晨两点，
有点困。

好多功课，但偶却无从下手。

y3ah~weeee~~

ATTENTION all~

chunchun koyღcocoღ have a new name for her blogspot/blogger.^^

everyone is welcome here o~

hahaxx

Don't want write much loo...

My assignments are waiting for me.

Lots and lots of information waiting. >

lif3

I just can say that.
I don't like my life now.
I don't like the environment and condition and kind of people who i met.

When you're inform,don't you know that it's not the matter of agree or not.
It's actually matter of follow or against.

If you never trust the others, why still always want to push those works to the others.
Why don't you done them all by your own?

Discuss.
People who i meet now never notice the importance of discussing with one another.
They make their own decision.
Then they will have briefing.
Briefing is actually become inform.

Meeting is to get others' opinions.
Thus. wht i see is....we're been inform and we must follow.
The things not should be discuss for opinions and get everyone agreement?

Every time say the words :"don't make me angry!!".
HELLO!!UNCLE!!
Don't you ever think that only you'll angry.
I also know to angry.
What i see that the thing that you only know is ACT pro~
You think yourself very professional because you know many things and you were the head for marching band for last time?
Excuse me...that was last time...not now...
If now you are the head or leader that are responsible and learn to respect the others, i will respect you.

I'm wondering...
How am I to survive at here for another 5 years x months?
I really don't like here. > <
I prefer my simple life that I passed through last time.

I just want to be a simple person who only have a simple life.

To me,
simple will be nice and fit for me.

I don't want complicated things.
I don't want complicated life.
I don't like complicated person.

Thus, I know that life never been as easy as i think.

blur样~

ipgkik
听过吧？
institut pendidikan guru kampus ilmu khas
它位于吉隆坡的一个城市里。
附近有两个stadium。

偶在这里有五个星期了。
这个星期一（01/08/2011）就是偶在这里第六个星期。
这五个星期里，偶回过家一次。
这五个星期里，偶出去混超过5次。= =
现在真的发现自己很好玩，超夸。

这五个星期里，偶收到4份的assignment。
现在一份都还没有做完。
这让偶发现自己更夸。

偶到现在还是一头雾水，一头blur。
assignment到底要怎么做？
到底是怎样？

快疯了。

> <

去pasar malam.....@@~bye~

偶知道，“对不起”是他最不喜欢的词。

因为他，偶知道了深深被疼爱的感觉。
因为他，偶知道了爱真的很奇妙。
因为他，偶知道了偶自己有多么的残酷。
因为他，偶知道了偶自己是多么的下贱。
因为他，偶知道了自己多么的不配拥有爱。
因为他，偶知道偶会后悔的。

因为是他，偶害怕了。
因为是他，偶深信他会站起来。
因为是他，偶深信他会过得很好。
因为是他，偶知道有一天，偶一定会懊悔。

但是
偶还是选择了坚决地







再自私最后一次。

新生活

偶终于有时间静静地坐下来写部落了。
呵呵，偶说到偶自己很忙似的。

其实，还好咯。
还算过得去吧。
每天的日子都在重复又重复的上演。
上课，体育，午餐吃多多（很夸那一种），晚餐（能省则省，多数是面包或饼干），洗衣，晒衣。有点闷。不是偶喜欢的生活方式。=p~

今天是偶在ipik的第四个星期的第一天，也就是一个星期中上课的第一天。

头头的第一个星期，好难捱。
偶差点快疯了。
第一个星期就是所谓的orientation week。

对偶来说，偶从以前就一直以为orientation week是最好玩的一个星期。
结果... ...
偶现在对orientation week的结论是被骂，一点好玩都没有。

第一个星期过得特别特别长，难受。
终于一个星期就过了。

结果，星期日受到了“超级棒”的消息。
第二个星期也是orientation week，只是是给kolej kediaman的。
这个星期更糟糕。

早上，偶们当然得去上课。
晚上，九点开始就要orientation到半夜。

结果隔天早上，每个人都在班上钓鱼。
一个个的样子超惨的。

第三个星期，好多咯。

今天一早，偶竟然真的笨到把自己的钥匙反锁在衣橱里。
一大早就状况连连，偶差点就要被气疯了!

谁说读师训容易的？

要死咯。>"<~

突来的感触？

之前，偶一直就很期待在去读书。
     偶的目的地呐，就是私立大学（虽然不是读自己要的科系）或是upsi。
一直都很期待，很期待。

天亮以后，偶就要离开这里（偶家，taman melor）了。
可是，现在的偶，一点期待的心情都没有。
反而会希望不要到来。

偶将会遇见怎样的人？
偶将会过怎么样的生活？
偶将会读什么？难吗？关于什么呐？
.... .....
都是偶无法想象的事。
偶就像个完全搞不清状况和没有进入状况的人。

感觉超废的。

因为。。。
连自己以后将要读的是什么东东在等着偶都不知道。
还说去读书。= =

没有电脑！
没有电视机！

真害怕自己是否会疯掉。

偶可不想闷死偶自己。

希望往后的日子没有偶想象中的那么糟。

14/06/2011

星期二                                                                             阴

拿工钱咯。
huang姨说偶有排桌子，而且蛮勤劳，所以加了钱给偶。

哈哈~

高兴。高兴。
虽然钱不是很多，至少偶过了对偶来说充实的一天。^^

这应该也是偶最后一次做了吧。

~呵呵~

lolxxx

PPISMP
偶得了。

像鬼酱~
20.06.2011才开课。
还有一个月。
已经等了一个月，现在又得等多一个月。
一个月又一个月。
费到~~~

全部人都开课了，只剩下偶。=.=ll~

520?~偶爱你~?

2011年5月20日

忽然觉得很奇怪
为什么全部人都好像很在意这个日子。<除了偶>

520 代表 偶爱你~
说穿了，还不只是件人为的事。
何必那么在意这一天是不是有情人说520。

有情人还是一样那么过，
没有情人还是一样那么过。

人家说520这一天很特别。
跟情人一起过，很浪漫喔~~       =o=lll
跟自己一个人过，有差吗？

这一天其实也蛮好的。
戏院特别多人啦。
餐厅特别多人啦。
广场特别多人啦。
所谓的那些人就是情侣咯~

让老板们有生意做，还蛮好的，其实。

哈哈~

when i'm just a kid~

I found pictures when i was a small kid to share.
hehexx~

At mama's house.

At mama's house too.

I didnt comb my hair after bath i guess.

haha

Ah hao go took pictures.

I said i also want to follow.

That's why i'm in the picture.

~haha~

From left:

1st~ah wei

2nd~of course that's me,cute right?

3rd~aunty...the one on hand~ah hao

4th~ah cheat

We all now look very different.

(of course not like that)

hehexx 

jigsaw puzzle

Recently too free and found jigsaw puzzle from the cupboard.

It's cancer jigsaw puzzle.

still in process

when can it be done?

(wondering~~)

The puzzle will be like this after been done.

(there's still a long way to go)

17.05.2011

“卫塞节快乐。”

17.05.2011也就是农历四月十五。

农历的四月十五呐便是佛诞咯。

早上去了佛教会点灯。

过后呐，   ...呵呵...

去北海咯。

去了逛逛，买东西。

蛤~跟阿敏，还有偶妈。

虽然这天发生了些令人不爽的事，但都要把它们抛开。

这些都是偶的战利品。

哈哈~

~包包~   

RM23.00

~面膜（我的美丽日记）~

四片RM5.00

~水瓶~

<好像有点幼稚>

RM12.00

Angry Bird (18.05.2011)

My first angry bird.

Does it look ok?

..happy~ing..

hahax~

信任 vs 迟疑

有些人，会无条件的信任偶。
      多希望这些人里头，会有他们。
可惜，他们不是。

有些人，即使偶说再多遍，再坚持，都没有用。

      因为他们在迟疑偶。

为什么？就因为偶这副样？

偶不是小孩子。

      偶知道偶要的是什么。

偶不曾那么认真地对你们那么说，可是还是遭泼冷水。

偶要怎么做，你们才会信任偶、尊重的决定。

      就那么一次就好，真的。

拜托不要再弄那么多小动作。

      你们不是常在指指点点人家cable大条，所以才进到大学。

你们不是也很憎恨那种人吗？

      怎么偶觉得你们自己也向往变成那种人的感觉？

你们一点都没有感到骄傲。

      为什么？

你们的女儿得到的，连ta学校最棒的学生，都没有得到任何的offer耶。

人总是那么的《贪》。

      有得到这个有什么不好？

只是路比较遥远。

      只要能到达偶们的目的地就好了，不是吗？

偶深信

总会到达目的地の

another bored day

Another bored day..@"@~


I'm wondering whether i could survive till the time i start study.

What can i do at home?
any suggestions?><"~

M G~

I went to interview at Institut Perguruan Sultan Abdul Halim.
It's totally horrible.

I didnt do it well at all.
Sure will didnt get dy.@"@~

Sure everyone disappointed with me.     >"<~
cuz i didnt really tried my best.

Lazarus syndrome

I accidentally saw this when i want to login hotmail.

http://news.malaysia.msn.com/regional/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4799657
http://adailynewsonline.com/lazarus-syndrome-html

The title of the news is ~ Man who 'came back to live' dies~

The man was thought to be the first case of  rare Lazarus phenomena in Malaysia.
This syndrome/phenomena is really rare.
There were only 38 cases reported in the entire world till June 2009.
Those person they were backed alive after some time they were been pronounced that they were died.

Didn't you think it's interesting?
Though at last the person who has Lazarus syndrome also will die after some time, but it's something which the doctors and experts also can't explain why.

May be that's what god's gift.

click here for more about Lazarus syndrome.(from wikipedia)

教教偶该怎么做，才不会后悔。

每个人都做好决定
往自己所向往的目标奔驰。


偶呐？
依然站在原地，彷徨中。
偶该何去何从?...

政府？私人?
老师？音乐？business?

偶们想要的往往都不会是偶们想要的。
真的是这样吗？


那，偶得依然让自己什么都没有强求。
依然那个“都好”的态度来接受偶所会得到的。
偶应该这么做，没有错吧？




那天去了大老远（tanjung malim, perak）面试upsi，但自己一点自信心都没有。
即使得了，偶得必须很很很勤劳。




偶拒绝了utp的EduCamp.
偶不想浪费钱。
那天去面试upsi已经花了父母亲不少钱。


不拒绝都已经拒绝了。
一旦做了决定，那么偶就不可以后悔。
永远不可以让自己拥有后悔的余地。


那些courses，都不适合偶。
偶是女生，他们不会选偶的。
不去，只是不要让自己有太多的期待。
自己的成绩那么烂，比自己好上百倍的，多得是。
那个位子永远不会轮到你。

不生气，让偶更害怕。

偶真的很过分吧。

不只把他送偶的吊饰给弄坏，现在连他送偶的电话卡都被偶... ...

他真的很生气，很生气，很生气。
虽然他什么都不说，也没有骂偶。

虽然偶一直说吊饰不是偶弄坏的。
可是，东西给了偶就应该很小心的照顾。
偶却没有。

现在还把他送偶的电话卡给弄丢。
偶真的太过分了。

怎么办？
要是他都不理偶了怎么办？
那时真的是自食其果了。




郭可纯~！！！
你这人！！！！！！！




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