奇怪de生物

人

真的是个很奇怪de生物！

（包括偶自己）

偶快被她气到~~~
可以不要一天到晚敲偶房门吗？

偶不是妒嫉你来找偶室友，不是找偶。

（偶不稀罕咯~）

一天不知道敲几次。

真是de！

（下次有机会要算看看）

你敲，没有应，就是不在啦，还一直敲！

真的很没有脑叻！

不要说偶宅，偶只是不喜欢吵。

一直敲，你不烦哦？！

莫名其妙！

真是的！

不要再敲了！

偶是不会去开门de！

废废的偶~

If you're not the one
此刻的偶是在听着这首歌。
是睡觉的时刻，但偶却硬撑着眼皮，就是要写点咚咚什么的。
但是就是不知道要写什么。
有点呆脑de感觉。    哈哈~
最近都是这样。
这是就是觉得这样也没有什么不好的。

呆呆de，那么很多事可以当作不知道。
很多事都可以不用管。
哇.... .... 多闲吖~
多好~     哈哈           神经@@"

assignments堆积成山的日子到了。
一起来六个。
要快快把这座山给铲平。 加油！
明天该不该去去图书馆呐？
犹豫中~~~~~~~

CRY out loud..should I?

I noticed that I'm terrible.
I have a feeling of want to cry out loud.

I found that I missed out many things in my life.
Don't know why, I just have that feeling.
This feeling makes me feel want to cry.
I want to cry not because of I'm sad but it's more to the feeling of disappointed of myself.


In one day, I feel that I lost 2F in my life.
Friendships...
I found that I don't really know about my friends.

I met a friend that I really hope to meet.
To me, we're not only friend but also (buddy)??
I guess we're not anymore.
I still can remember the last time we met was in 2010.
It was two and a half year ago.
Though, we can't chat much. The chat was few and pity.

I met my ex-classmate too and we're use to be good too last time.
Though, the chat was short and... awkward ... >"<
Why it will turn out like this???


Family...
It's my 2nd family.
It was place where I grew up.
BUT... ... ... ... ...I feel awkward.
How it turns out like that??
The most terrible thing is!!!
I can't remember how to call the person who I used to call him "papa" when I was small.
How can I be like this?
How could I...!!!
I can't forgive myself when I think of it.
It's totally.....depressed.

Can I cry??/.\??

吉隆坡一日游

15-07-2012

昨天就像一日游一样。

走了一整天。

偶就是导游啦~

紫盈和佩铃是游客。    哈哈^^~

偶们早上10点出门，5点半回。         强吖~

偶们去了KLCC, Pavillion, Lot 10, Sg Wang 和 Times Square。

三个人都花了不少钱。

大出血。

偶吖！

手痒，买了一件短裙。

蛮漂亮的o~          ...哈哈...beh paiseh~

偶最疯狂的是 ：

PC Fair 买了7支pendrive。

偶真的太佩服偶自己了。          XD

哎哟~

不是偶的啦~ 只有一支是偶的，最便宜的就是了。

其余的是偶妈和她同事们的。

choir -> S.R -> practical(MUST Pa$$) -> don't want back KL!!

一连忙了两三天，快累垮了。

接下来，pengecualian kuliah还没弄。

明天sukan rekreasi有小小的camping和water confidence.

本以为上了这个学期会比较有空了。

结果~~~~

不见得有比较空闲的说。

然后，

>o<"

希望这一次能有惊无险地度过。

不可以太紧张！！

不可以啊！！！！

接着，20号，偶真的不想回来。

偶要呆在家啦~!

T^T

What to do?

Don't know why, my heart's pumping non-stop for this few days.

My hands and legs are in cold condition even though the weather now is hot.

I feel very nervous all the time and I don't know what to do.

I had never got this feeling before.

It's going to drive me crazy.

What should I do so that I won't feel so nervous?
There's one week time more.

I can't be so nervous all the time.

If not, I guess I will ruin everything up.

I don't want that to be happen.

What should I do to make myself calm down and not so nervous?

I feel very helpless now.

T.T