Rain

Today is a rainy day.
It just like my feeling.
Today is not a nice & sweet day to me.

I just feel want to cry.
I also don't know why.
I do still feel...I'm not belong to here.
Thus, I don't know where am I should be at.

Rainy day at least make me feel better.
Don't like sunny day.
After sunny, sure will be thunder coming soon.

fr!3nDs

I always tell that i got many friends.
but actually...

I really got many friends?
I don't know.

I knew many people.
This I will be totally agree.
The people I know not many as you but won't be very fewer than you I guess.
Just :"比上不足，比下有余"

Friends that know since primary school, now we are apart.
That day got a friend(smaller than me in age) asked :"where are you all now?"
"We one people one place lo.
Me at kl ...
xxx and xxx at amanjaya school.
xxx at kampar.
xxx and xxx and xxx at penang ktar... ... ..."
I feel 鸡皮疙瘩 every time I think of this.
Everyone is moving and going to where they want.

Secondary school...
I met more friends, from different ages, different races, different family background.. ...
I had different stories with each and every friends I met.
Of course, the ways we communicate and cooperate are different.
Even the same language is used, but the style and the way of talk is different.

Tertiary education...
It's my second month here.
I meet many people too.
They too, bring along there own stories from their places.

Now it's time to show you some of my friends.
Friends.
erm...
too many..where to start?

ning~

ahFang~

sunSun~ m3~

min~ m3~

overall~many that not even contact anymore..T^T!~



IPIK friends~

ling hsia~lung jing~m3

m3~xue fern~

lung jing~

sleepy chunchun

A sleepy day~

I'm wondering... ...
Why I feel sleepy everyday?
Not enough sleep?~

I guess so??>
3) formation with any two for 10 min if I'm not wrong.
This formation must include :-
i) gimnastik
ii) gimrama
iii) imbangan
iv) muzik

how?

... ...
have to train everyday dy i guess...but when raya holiday...

now?assignments~wuuuu...still many left...my goodness~

depressed?~

“是时候自偶反省了。”
This sentence always comes to my mind recently.

I can feel people around me become weirder and weirder.
I mean their reaction, when to me.

I guess I'm not the one who is welcomed here.

Simple life is the only thing that I want.
Never think too much.
Never do much than that.
Then everything will be better?

A friend had made her decision to commit suicide this afternoon.
Reasons for doing so?I don't know.
Fortunately, she's still there.

Everyone talk about it.
I guess this isu will be topic for chit-chatting for a few days or a few weeks may be.
Some very excited when heard it.
Some start to feel afraid.

They said the hostel was blood all around.
Although they tried to clean it, there's still some left.

第八个星期的最后第二天

很快的，这个星期一原来就是偶在吉隆坡的第九个星期。
偶回到家过一次。

平均。。。
一个月回家一次？
好像只有2/3吧？随便咯~

功课不停的来。
时间不停的走。
偶却依然还在原地？
还是偶已向前踏步，只是自己一直没有发现？

凌晨两点，
有点困。

好多功课，但偶却无从下手。

y3ah~weeee~~

ATTENTION all~

chunchun koyღcocoღ have a new name for her blogspot/blogger.^^

everyone is welcome here o~

hahaxx

Don't want write much loo...

My assignments are waiting for me.

Lots and lots of information waiting. >

lif3

I just can say that.
I don't like my life now.
I don't like the environment and condition and kind of people who i met.

When you're inform,don't you know that it's not the matter of agree or not.
It's actually matter of follow or against.

If you never trust the others, why still always want to push those works to the others.
Why don't you done them all by your own?

Discuss.
People who i meet now never notice the importance of discussing with one another.
They make their own decision.
Then they will have briefing.
Briefing is actually become inform.

Meeting is to get others' opinions.
Thus. wht i see is....we're been inform and we must follow.
The things not should be discuss for opinions and get everyone agreement?

Every time say the words :"don't make me angry!!".
HELLO!!UNCLE!!
Don't you ever think that only you'll angry.
I also know to angry.
What i see that the thing that you only know is ACT pro~
You think yourself very professional because you know many things and you were the head for marching band for last time?
Excuse me...that was last time...not now...
If now you are the head or leader that are responsible and learn to respect the others, i will respect you.

I'm wondering...
How am I to survive at here for another 5 years x months?
I really don't like here. > <
I prefer my simple life that I passed through last time.

I just want to be a simple person who only have a simple life.

To me,
simple will be nice and fit for me.

I don't want complicated things.
I don't want complicated life.
I don't like complicated person.

Thus, I know that life never been as easy as i think.