自我检讨仪式

恭喜！进入假期的第二个星期。
恭喜！你什么都没有做到！
太棒了～！简直就是“祭品”！

虚度了一个星期，看来是时候本小姐该发奋图强了！哈哈哈  开什么玩笑，我只想一直虚度下去。飘丫飘丫~ 这样很快就要开学了。好吧！明天就准备午餐，还有整理电脑和硬碟里的文件等。我相信，万事起头难，我总得先开始点什么，才不会再一直颓废 颓废 颓废~！

『虚伪』是我的代名词

『虚伪』

我从来不否认这词对于我很贴切，因为我超爱说人坏话。

但只过了过渡期/沉淀期，我会淡忘，然后再和他谈起来。 

我可以和那人说话的同时在他背后说坏话。

我真的可以，所以以上的词是适合与非常贴切的形容我，这种人。

同时，既然知道自己会说他坏话，我就会避免和减少与他相处的机会。

说真的，如果不是自己做了什么事，根本不用担心别人会在你背后说你坏话。 

我也会担心别人在我背后说我坏话。

通常这时候，便是我心虚的时候。 

这时候，我便会开始自我检讨。

哪里做得不好、哪里做得不对，然后下次绝对不可以再那样了。

我相信，这也是自我增进的其中一种方式。

本来这篇告是要批评，还有说人坏话的，

怎么变成我在理解自己到底是个怎么样的人了叻？

哈哈

好事！

我也不想我的部落乌烟瘴气的。

家

我不是个爱打电话回家的小孩。
在吉隆坡两个月，我可能只打了二或三次的电话，即是平均一个月一次吧。

最近，更不喜欢打电话回家了。
尤其是遇到问题的时候。
跟妈说了，事情还是无法解决，而且还让她担心，多不划算。

然后，我还会忍不住，偷偷的掉眼泪。
好逊哦。。。

回家什么都不用想，不用烦，多好。
回家就是要整理好情绪，思绪，
然后再从新出发！
这种感觉，真的很棒。

很痛地说

不是说了吗？
小朋友一个人在家不要拿危险的东西来玩。
看，出事了吧？

深一点就要跟它离别了。
好险@～@

木瓜牛奶 + 草莓

今天的早午餐~

那天在夜市买了一杯RM5的papaya milk以后，便想要自己弄。

一杯根本不需要RM5。

心痛~ing

一棵木瓜（1kg）只需要大约RM4。

牛奶1 litre是大约RM6。

这样的分量足于喝到吐。

材料：

木瓜

牛奶

（我通常买low fat，口感较清新，不会那么腻。）

草莓

（有没有都可以）

做法：

1. 木瓜削皮、切块。

2. 木瓜搅烂

3. 小的杯子放大约三汤匙的木瓜。

(木瓜的份量可依个人喜欢的浓度)

4. 把牛奶倒进杯里和木瓜一起搅拌。

5. 可以享用了~

（喜欢的话，可以加几片草莓）

我不喜欢牛奶和木瓜一起搅拌，因为牛奶会变糊，失去牛奶原本的“奶味”。

我也不建议放冰一起搅拌，健康的人生从少冰开始。（尤其是女生）

牛奶本身就冷了，搅冰不但多此一举，还会弄坏搅拌机。

O型血的养生之道

我超爱喝牛奶的说。

T^T~

宿舍T~T

我搬出宿舍了，但我比我想象中的不舍得。
我都住了2011 - 2014了。
哇... ... 3年了。

我还以为是2年。
好快~
3年eh...
真的还蛮久的。

我没有很享受宿舍条规，但我享受那种自由。
我真的该很庆幸地说，我的前室友不会太多管闲事。
我相信她知道我不喜欢。

搬出宿舍很开心的事是我不需要每次都得整理房间。

离开宿舍却发现自由少了，迁就多了。
自由少了这件事，真的让我很困扰，希望我能尽快找到一个平衡点。
迁就多了，我倒觉得是件好事。
毕竟，我在这方面还有很大的进步空间。

想说住在同一个屋檐下，和睦相处与互相迁就是必要的。
反之却被人说‘虚伪’。

erk.... .... ... ... ...

我想说的是... ...
你那个不叫诚实，而是无理取闹。
换句话说，就是和小朋友一样。

我也可以这样，只不过那不适用于朋友之间相处的模式。
你会过得很自在，因为大家都在尽力地配合。
听起来好累。
事实上不只听起来好累，而是真的好累。
我相信大家都不喜欢这种相处模式吧？

尽力地配合 却被归类为‘虚伪’。
oh no~~~!!!          ***处于崩溃边缘***

我可以换个模式来相处。
我绝对没有问题，那么就会把‘家’变成个比宿舍还烂的地方 - ‘住处’。
只是用来住和过日子，但我不想要委屈我自己。

我为什么要？！
我也是有人权的耶~
我可是我妈的女儿~   （好像没啥关系。不管，就是要写就对了。）
我在家可是小姐耶~

我还蛮想念我那充满灰尘的宿舍房间。

这篇部落不久前就打了开头，结果到今天才写完。

哈哈

有够懒的~

Langkawi Island (part 2)

15.06.2014 (Day 2)
yeay~ yeay~ We went to Mangrove tour on that day.
At first, we planned to go island hoping which costs RM30 per person.
Island hoping include Pulau dayang Bunting, Eagle Feeding and another one forget, all the agents offer the same package but in all different price.

Stickers to stick on our shirts.

We joined de Baron Holidays for Mangrove Tour.
This tour costed us RM90 per person.
The van fetched us at the reception of Adina In Motel. (9.15am)

After fetch 10 peoples who stayed in Pantai Cenang, it sent us to the jetty. Kilim jetty?
The journey is about 1 hour I think.

Our tour was divided into three boats.
We sit with an Indian's family which has a few children.
I think they are from India~? may be?

Our tour guide is a Malay, he is a good guider~! (no photo...T^T)

First destination : Bat Cave. 
Oh my god!!!~ It's my first time to see bats.
There are groupS of bats inside.
The guider showed us bats and give explanations about it.
He also show us the stalactites and stalagmites with explanations too.
He also explained about the mangroves.
Camera and phone's flash light is not allowed inside but.... haixz~ there were people who used flash light too.
I really worried the bats all will gone crazy. @~@

Second destination : Geopark Icon

Third destination : Pulau Anak Tikus
It is well-known for fossils.
(Snails' fossils)
Night well-known with squids catching. (told by the guider)

Forth destination : Lunch Time + Traditional Fish Farm. 
Lunch on the Floating Fish Farm.
(lunch include in the package)

Fifth destination : Tanjung Rhu
Due to high tide, this one is cancel.
Abo I can swim dy~ =3=
That day red flag was raised by the seaside of Tanjung Rhu, showing that there're jelly fish, swim on your own risk.. haha
Guider also showed us king kong. A mountain that look like king kong.

Sixth destination : Gua Langsir (hidden lagoon)
The guider told us have 138 steps to the lagoon but I got only 137 steps~
There really peace and beautiful!!!

Seventh destination : Eagle watching
They feed those eagles with chicken's skin (can float on water).

Eighth destination : Monkey Fun
oh my... the monkeys really will jump on the boats.

They sat behind of us. hahaha~

Ninth destination : Crocodile Cave
Due to high tide, we only can see from outside and we can't pass through.

Then back to Pantai Cenang by van too.




After back to Pantai Cenang, we go to Underwater World Langkawi. 

We got RM28 for each tickets from the reception of Adina In Motel.

The little African Penguin number 53 was standing near the divider to entertain the visitors.

Some visitors made it to turn its head around as they pretend that they have food.

Then, we went to the beach.

We caught 2 hermit crabs and 6 or 8 mini crabs into a hole. happy~

We found them when the wave came. 

I think they were brought by the wave. (high tide)

Night~ dinner.. nothing special..

Langkawi Island (day 1)

14.06.2014

I found that ferry tickets can be buy online these days. It's cool!~
At last I didn't buy online since mimi said sure I can get tickets from counter.

Ferry schedule and price from Kuala Kedah, Penang, Kuala Perlis and Satun.

Car rental... oh my... night mare~

skip~~~~~

Happy news from the car rental :

Mr. Tee's license was expired so I will be the driver for the coming 3 days. hahaha~

I will never forget how you reacted that day.. hahaha

Pantai Cenang~

Adina In Motel....

ar~~~~ big room...

My Adina Studio.

RM150 per night. 

RM50 for key deposit.

At last, the key deposit used to buy chocolates and liquors at the last day~ 

chu-wa~~~ ^o^

 Let's see how's the room~

1 king bed and 1 single bed. 

I should bring ahJane along. 

What a waste..@~@...

Heater, many plugs to charge phones and power banks or cameras. 

2 Nescafe sticks.

Clean bathroom~~~~~

Heater is available.

A dresser with a big mirror~~~

I'll never forget my first impression to the motel's reception. 

It really looks..... so so.. but the room is nice with reasonable price. 

Happy that we got a nice room.

oh ya... there's a small room, like store room in the room to hang clothes and iron clothes.

By the way, tv is new and it has 13 channels, including some astro channel.

For example, HBO, sport channel and .... can't remember dy~

Adina In Motel is just few steps away from the Cenang Mall. 

Never forget the Cenang Mall's washroom that cost me RM1 per entry. (a pack of tissue given)

Cenang Mall has free duty shops (chocolates and liquors), Guardian, shops, Starbucks, Chatime, KFC and MCD ice-cream.

Bussiness hours : 10am - 10pm. 

Then, cable car~

Dream come true~ ^0^~

Makam Mahsuri...

I didn't get to go in because it was going to close dy. (6pm)

Never mind, I will go next time if I have the chance. 

Laman Padi (Galeri Padi)

no people.

got two couples don't know doing what there.

We're the third couple.

Be helped me to take this~ 

chuwa~

Then, dinner time.

Pantai Cenang's restaurants are exp~ @_@~

After that, bebe bought me Pepero and mini chocolate and Apple Cider. hehehexx

我名叫郭可纯，Koy Ke Chun。

我知道自己很在意别人对我的看法与评语，所以常常活在大家的批评中。

我就是无法不在意别人怎么看我。

做自己，说倒是容易得多。

但在意就了却让自己累了。

我就是粗疏、没有礼貌、梦想、愿望、志气。

总觉得自己不管怎么努力，还是差其他人一大截。

总觉得讲师、教授们都没有很喜欢我。

是我的态度不对吗？

我知道自己无法成为他们眼中的好学生，但至少存在感不要那么低吧？

有些甚至还会对我投来“厌恶”地眼神。（大崩溃@0@）

讲师、教授、朋友把我的名念一次，错一次。

我的名真的有那么难度吗？

KOY KE CHUN

每一人念一次，纠正一次。

Koy Ki Chun

有时候真的不想要回应他们，因为那不是我的名字！

明明你就念过我的名字了，为什么还是一错再错、错了再错。

一个星期最少发生1-3次。

衷心希望3年后的毕业典礼那天，我的名字是念对的。

我相信，我可以成功、顺利地毕业的!!!

Macaron skin care

Time to have skincare after assignment weeks.

1. wash face with 

Jeju Volcanic Pore Cleansing Foam (Innisfree)

I'm still in love with it~

Will I addicted with this brand by the way?!           

omg~

2. erm... Toner

at the T-zone.

3. Aloe gel~~~

(Natural Republic)

so happy that I finished one~

open 2nd one~

What am I going to do after finish all three?@~@

RM15 (4 for18,000won) to RM25 (4 for RM100)

=O=

unacceptable~

4. Mask

The First Mask Sheet

(Natural Republic)

Not nice a~

got one more piece left. 

what to do?

hahahha

Gift it to friend? hiak hiak~

sticky~

remember that :"It's sticky, think before use." =o=

Try to selfie too since everyone also like to selfie with their mask on. 

Still wondering why was I doing such stupid action.

LOL

Wallet lost in Korea

I lost my wallet in Korea on November 2013.
I lost it on bus. (Korea Traditional Folk Village -> Gangnam)
I don't know it dropped or stolen by the others.
I just know that the conclusion is LOST~!

Friends of mine know that I'm good in losing my things.
My parents and family know that well.

First of all, never panic.
I really didn't panic~ no doubt...

I lost wallet and phone but I didn't panic.
What's my mind thinking actually??=。=

so I made a decision to call to korea tourist centre.
How clever.. haaha
hotline number 1330
(They were willing to help out all the time.)

Then so nice that the worker help me to call the bus company.
They just need bus line from which place to which place and time will do.

I think every bus line got their own hotline.
How nice is that~

The next day, really nice that si jing and tianss accompany me to police station at DongMyo.

The policemen were really nice.
They called for translator so that I can make a report.

I just notice that it's not a necessary to make report if we lost our wallet.
We just have to make report at our own country after back.
I have my

• Identity card
• ATM card
• Student card
• License
• Money (about 180,000won~) (in RM, divide 300)
• Health card (damn... I forget to make a new one... damn...)

Just continue journey after that~ no report needed... report after back to own country...

Lost everything but not PASSPORT!!!
Lost passport is not as easy as wallet. =。=

遗失达人

有时候，我真的很仰慕我自己。

同时，也非常的佩服我自己。

我竟然在3个月后，再次遗失重要物品之一。

11月(2013)钱包，现在才3月(2014)电话。

我真的觉得自己是个神话。

屌哦~ !         ***周杰伦语气***

That day was really not my day.

突然转channel...@。@

After the phone incident.

argggg~

I bought a Kuala Lumpur train ticket.

oh my...  KL railway station... How should I go there?! 

晴天霹雳

Fortunately I was allowed to abroad from Sentral Kuala Lumpur.

Phiew~~

Then the passenger beside me is a boy.

I really feel uncomfortable about it.

Is it that my personal zone become greater after the afternoon's incident so I feel such uncomfortable??

Well, everything turns out to be better after that day. hehehexx~

Hope I won't lost myself one day.

god bless~

Get married

Don't get mess up or shock by the title~

Recently lots of "kiddo" getting married.

No doubt, they are kids who not even allow to vote yet. I mean below 21st.

I think they are more or less 18th only. 

Some married due to hahaha~ pregnant.. 

So many@¥@

One married because LOVE?=¥=

i really wonder>~< this year very suitable to marry har?

Hahaha~

no matter how. Hope they stAy together happily ever after, just like the cinderella and sleeping beauty story~ haha~

After all, I'm not jealous.

Just... Feeling that.. Why so fast get married leh har? 

Marry got lots of lots of responsible. 

Besides being my mum's daughter, i have to be one's wife..  Others' daughter..  Get used with others' family and make used of them to be my family too... Argggggg~ 

I just want to be as simple as~ 

my mum's daughter

My brothers' little sister

ah yoong's gf 

Ipik's normal student

My friends' ah chun

Just simple as that~

Tiring week I ever have in 2014

 A week which going to squid me into... ...

I'm very tired and I can feel that I'm going to dry out. 

Tears will drop down uncontrollable. 

Every things happen in sudden and they are seriously burden my heart. 

They make me feel very tired.

Fortunately, I got few crazy friends who really help out to make me laugh and smile out of tears.

I think I really need a good nap. 

Recharge myself! Refresh myself!

Hostel ... Roommate

I really can you please just keep your mouth shut for one day?

On phone for the whole day. 

Do you know that it's quite annoying?

Assignment is a thing which need us to think.

You are doing as well.

How can you talk on phone?

Talk with others also have to think.

I wonder how you think 2 important things at once.

If anyone knows how to do that, kindly please leave me a comment. 

I also want to learn that.

Please allow me to scold this for one more time.

Please Fuck OFF.

Damn.

Quite pleased when I always think of that I'm going to move out soon. 

If you dare to ask me can you move out with me.

I will definitely tell you.

NO!!! sorry.. I can't stand you anymore. 

It's enough for me. 

2 and a half year. 

I hope you will be scold/say by your new roommate who ever she is. 

Well, good luck to her too. 

CNY celebration in our class.

They are not normal angpau. 

They did not carry money, they bring all the wishes for me from my friends. 

Although I don't like the lecturer, somehow this activity really can help to build a better relationship between us (classmates). 

I really feel touch to see these~ 

Very fun~ hehehexx~ 

May be I could try this activity with my students in school in the future. 

Undeniable, I love this kind of activity. 

I'm sure small students will love it too^~^

Ios 5 can't support the games... TT

It's really annoying when see this statement. TT~ It means that I can't play or download the apps. Wuuuuuu~ why? I just want to play game.

Recently there are more apps tht I can't use due to ios. Why can't the apps creators create those apps that can support by all ios no matter it's old or new ios? 

Conclusion : good...night.

Sleepzzz hehehexxx

~Phone case~

Just music~ 

Iphone 5~

What I learned : 

rubber phone case really can't stick accessories. 

Piano keeps on collapse ... T~T wuuuu~ 

Finally, I have a new phone case~ 

Wohoooo~ iphone 3gs~ 

**calender from tony moly** 

super junior~~ henry~~~

Lady look~ phone case.. 

Iphone 5~ Hehehexx 

I think sure weird if a guy uses this phone case. 

Maybe I can try to ask bebe to use this kind of phone case next time..? =p wakakaka~

Piano~ for ahJane ~ iphone 5 

(my first baby) 

Doraemon~ for xueFern's birthday ~ samsung S2 

Stichy~ for cytrine ~ iphone 4s

Phone case which almost killed me... 

Very chim a~ 

Somehow, love it~ 

Iphone 5~ 

Eiffel towel for myself~ 

hiak hiak~

Iphone 3gs~

p/s : Just notice I did mostly iPhone case..=¥=

I found that I'm too kind I guess.                  hahahahhaha
I did without surcharge others.
I only get back the price for all the 'ingredients'.

I found that I did things for fun and fulfill time but not to earn money through this hobby.
I really love to do all this things.
Somehow, I didn't think of earning lots of money through this hobby.
Hobby is an activity which can fulfill my leisure and make me happy but not make me feel stress.
I still love the way I'm being by now.

Hostel life ~ Ways to cook

I am living in a hostel where contain more than 100+ students.
Our hostel is quite old as it has 50+ years history.
Therefore, we cannot use electric items which need high voltage
or
Everyone will be in trouble because everyone will have to fell into darkness or plugs do not have electric current supply....TT
This always happen at my level (only my side) because I think there are people who are selfish.
I really hate that because at that time, phone cannot be charge, laptop cannot be use.
I really hope that won't happen again.

What we do to fulfill our hope to cook in hostel.
p/s : cook ourselves can save more money.

I really can't imagine that we are so brave. 

We cook with iron.

We got this idea from internet where someone shared it so we tried it. 

We really succeed too. hahhaaha

Handmade phone case (sticker type)

These are all the ingredients that you need.

1. Glue (I suggest B-6000)   

I bought it from taobao so it's quite cheap but expensive on the postage. It needs an extra RM20 for glue due to sensitive item(liquid). 

2. Diamonds

3. Sticker (any cartoons or patterns you like, you can get it with 0.40RMB on taobao^^) 

4. Pencil (this pencil is like crayon, can use to stick up the diamond easily) 

5. An empty phone case

6. The tringle thing is to place all your diamonds you need to use but it's not necessary to have it, you can replace with any small or mini container will do.

Since all the things prepared, so just start on how yo do it. (I don't have pictures on thi part) reason : when I'm on mood, I will totally forget about taking pictures this stuff@@... Everytime like this@@... I think I need an assistant to help me on this.. 

1.  If your phone case has a layer of plastic, kindly peel it off. 

2. Get a mini cloth (normally I use cloth which used to wipe spectacles to wipe it)

3. Make sure there's no hand prints on it and clean.

4. Then peel ONE corner of sticker. 

(this step very important!!) only one side of corner!!! Not peel out the whole sticker from the phone case.

Reason : The sticker will stick nicer on the phone case.

5. Stick the corner (sticker) on the corner of phone case.

6. Slowly peel off the sticker and make sure sticker stick on phone case all the time. 

7. Now put diamonds.

8. Put glue (not greedy type, just a small part each time) 

If the cartoons have border, did the border first.

For example, this stitch have outline border (in black) so I did it first. 

Then, I just stick the other colours of stitch. 

The cartoons must be done before the background decorated as the first pic. 

9. Put a top coat (nail polish) on it after done the phone case to let the diamonds look brighter and would not fell down easily.

Complete!!! 

So touch 

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

I hope I have time to complete this post with more pictures...@¥@

I just want to sleep.

When you decide to sleep and you find out that there's a group work that not been done as you knew that no one mentioned about it before then you will OS that : GG.com

It's really annoying me.
Should I do it or just ignore it like I never seen it before?

What if I done it and there's others who done it then will be totally GG.com by that time.
I feel want to scream at this moment.

Someone actually so "bin pui gao gao" and texted me and told me to bring presentation slides.
WT......
I just told that I found info and slides which done by others and I got it online.
Do you really want that slides for presentation?
I don't think so lol.

Vulgar words all over my head.
Damn.
It's really not worth to get angry in the middle of the night.
It makes my head grows even bigger now. GOOD!